Life is so meaningless

I feel damned..
I feel tired..
I feel depressed..
I feel anger..
I feel that i am doomed..
I feel so down..
I feel so disappointed..
I feel so regretful..
I feel so terrified..
I feel so miserable..
I feel like not living anymore..

Home is like a prison..
Hone is no more safe for me..
Home is terrible..
Home is disappointment..
Home is bitter no more sweet..
Home is hell..no freedom......