Gloomy gloomy gloom.....

I'm in misery..The silence is killing me..I wish i have the bravery to tell.. So much pain and so much torture..i really wanna spill as much as i could.. i really want to settle all the things..but i am so scared.. real damn scared...there are so much to be considered.. can't stop the nagging... can't stop people from scolding me.. wish i am alone.. far far away from the real world.. by myself.. i wish.........