Issues, issues...issuess

No humans are the same...each of us has different thinking from the other.. No matter what there will always be opposites and it should be dealt with.. Indeed it is tough..it's a wonder to be able to make everyone think alike...nah...bullshit...if not why are there fights, misunderstandings, misconceptions and so on..what to do.. face it or die with it...solutions are there somehow..whether to use them or not..whether to be patience or not, whether to calm down or not.. whether to fight back or not, whether to defend or not, whether to shut up or not...whether..whether..whether..hmmmmm.. till when... ?????????

Gloomy gloomy gloom.....

I'm in misery..The silence is killing me..I wish i have the bravery to tell.. So much pain and so much torture..i really wanna spill as much as i could.. i really want to settle all the things..but i am so scared.. real damn scared...there are so much to be considered.. can't stop the nagging... can't stop people from scolding me.. wish i am alone.. far far away from the real world.. by myself.. i wish.........

What a day

Being a new teacher has many challenges..one of them is facing different kinds of people.. there are some who are dissatisfy of you, some who are good to you, some who are hypocritical, some who look up to you.. Whatever is it, must be strong to face all these kinds of people.. this is what working life is all about..sad to say, heart is broken but this is the reality.. need strength and support from good friends.. still life must go on...as long as work is done and responsibility is carried out successfully, they have nothing to say.. they are just not satisfied with u being able to work much more better than them..huhu... FACE IT!

A new start...

My life now is not ordinary anymore. Life is about teaching now. Teaching is the core business but there are more than that. It deals with responsibility, belief, decision making, patience and stability. Being mentally prepared is not enough. Need to be emotionally prepared as well. Thinking is not only at the surface but deeper and deeper because everything is on me... i do it so i must be responsible.. what's done is done.. mistakes should not be repeated but success should be proud of.. Must not take too much pride in a success and being average is good enough. Wish for many things but should be grateful of what i have or get..